My Life Story

I’ve been thinking of having a ’small’ makeover…like:

-Highlight my hair

-Go without spectacle

Haix… but it’s diffcult to go without spectacle by wearing contact lens…Actually in the past , i wore contact lens..But becos of last yr , i’ve a v bad eye infection, ended up doctor advises me dun wear contact lens anymore, if not go for lasik surgery.

So sad…I also wish to b pretty like other gals..but becos of the infection it destroyed my wish =(

Some of my friends they told me i look nice without spectacle..but cannot go without it ..sob sob…

For Lasik surgery ,doctor told me if i go for it within this year , she will give my discount..But it’s still very expensive… I’m also scared of the side-effect

It has been a vv long time since i update my blog …

Finalli i’ll be changing my job !! Nw when i look back , i realised that i’ve been working there for past 1 1/2 years..I also dunno why i can struggle there for so long =)

I’ll definitely miss the colleagues there , but ….. no choice ….got to leave…

For new job , also dunno will it be better. It’s true that every job will have it’s pro n con . It’s either the location good / people good / job good…but vv difficult to find 1 with anything perfect.

The living standard of Spore is getting higher…tings more expensive..but salary is still v little… =(

I felt i’m left all alone in this world.Seems like nobody really cares about me. Everyday is nothing,but work work work.Dunno y these few days feel v tired n weak.No choice,but need to work becos of future…house,car & more …

Now everyday when go to work is all about dragging myself to there.No choice but need to smile to people that you don’t reali like

FUrthermore,todae kana misunderstood by friend.The feeling is even worse.Also cannot work becos as for now there’s a big burden on me..For people out there with comfortable life, treasure it well !!

My workplace there i’m the youngest.People there are all abt 23++. What are taught can be easily understand by them.But for me got difficulty understanding it.Hate that the leaves over there need to be balloted !!

Hope that my life will change for the better..

Todae is a sad day for me. 2 of my good frens have left me. 1 migrated to Australia, 1 last day at work. They have left me sweet memories.So qiao, both left me on the same day.. Next 3 weeks later, i’ve another good buddy of mine also want to leave me from work place lez…haix..SHe’s came into the co 2gether with me on the same day; we trained 2gether;learnt things 2gether;went home 2gether…Becos of her accompany, me felt going to work not so bad. I wonder after she left lez, wat’s going to happen to me..!?!

Me uds that it’s normal that frens will come in n out of our world.But jus dunno y todae me mentali n physicali tired..Hope that without my good buddies around, i still can adapt n survive…

     Those who have people around you who are realli concern and love you, must cherish them well!! 

     Things that we hope to have are normally those things that we won’t get to have.Lucky for those whereby this sentence is not true for them!! Life is boring and full of Ups and Downs..So while u’re still healthy and financial stable , do things that you won’t regret after looking back when you’re old.

     Take care every 1..

Once i entered poly’s life, my life is never easy. I need to go thru alot of tings whereby most of my peers do not need to go thru. Frankly speaking, it’s partly  becos of all these make myself a v quiet person in poly’s life. Things that i hope not to cum true, will come true.. Life is reali vv miserable at times. Things that hope to do / v want to do, also can’t do.

Times whereby i’m having fun, is never long. Times the things that i hate to endure,  is very long.So as for those people are there who are blessed with good life/ silver spoon, mus reali cherish it!!

Now all i ask for is a simple life.SImple things that i wan to do can do.. It’s true that one’s should aim high..but the pain is even more when u unable to accomplish what u wan in life…

May my life will change for the better…see yaz guys..

Today 25/1/06, my day was full of hatred on some of my poly friends.I started to hate people who made use of others.It’s true that my fren told me that friends, especially from poly, can’t be trusted.They are scheming!! I hate them!! When you are in need of their help, they will ignore you.But when they need help, they will come n look for u.. i still prefer my secondary school frenss!!At least, they help with sincerity…at least they tried to help….

It’s sad to know that we can’t have everyting we want in life.Example, $ , love, frens..and more! So that time when i 1st heard SHE latest song ‘ wo bu xiang zhang da’ , i like the song and find the song meaningful. Bt there are alot of times whereby we’re forced to grow up ‘pei be cheng zhang’. Slowly, i get to uds that sometimes simple thing can also make 1 feel happi.Not necessary need to spend alot of $.This let me rem 1 incident on the bus.

There were a group of grandmas in the bus toking.1 of them mentioned that she gt a colleague from China laughed at us Singaporeans, saying that we all so pathetic : need to work until we die.. whereas people at China retire at v earli age.This makes me rem hw miserable life can be.Since young,study v hard.Grow up, need to work until we die..if not ,not enough $ for our retirement..Life can be quite sad at times..haix

2006 has finalli cum.May all my wishes will cum true for 2006.Still rembered 2005 was the year whereby i 1st time went Genting with Mr Chris and his famili.It was a 4 days 3 days trip.The trip was an unforgetable one.With the help of him, his mum and auntie , i was able to go into the casino of Genting though i still haven’t hit the age of 21..hahax!! We played outdoor theme park and i like the weather there v much.Especially when at nite when standing inside the cloud…wooh..feels so shiok!!Before I went Genting , i still ask a stupid qns , "can i touch cloud at Genting".The actual fact is we can’t touch it, can onli feel it.During the last 2nd night , his mum still went around with us to take photo for us… luckily got his mum to help out.If not, we won’t have photos of both of us.The trip to Genting makes me uds how beAutiful the world can be ,especialli with sum 1 with u…May everyone found their partner soonx!!

Finalli that my attachment cums to an end.And that means Christmas also around the corner.Before attachment,i thought it would be an interesting one.But after the whole attachment ended, i feel much less stressed-up.I like the moment when can sit at a side watching TV,eating potato chips,without any much stress or worries…This kind of moment v long i nv haf it lez..until end of attachment.Mid feb , i will also be graduating.Dunno hw will my future is like in near future.

Used to think that " I hate to grow up" , but nw understand that one needs to be forced to grow up -bei bi cheng zhang!!Alot of things we are forced to do and not we do it willinly.I also dunno in future wat kind of job will there for me.Whether it’s the kind that i like…& many more doubts .

Just can onli pray hard that my future won’t be slammed by too much obstacles!!